Cavalier! It means that you’re posh and quite prim and proper. Oh, pretending I’m not in love with her is easier than I thought it would be! Something about her presence is so calming, comforting and casual - oh, I’m pretty proud of that use of alliteration, right there! - that I can just feel myself relax and not think about it when we’re together. But she did give me a string of Hanukkah gifts that were thoughtful, especially the last one. She gave me a key to the home that she’s renovating for herself!I It’s going to work out for you, Ryder. I’m sure it will. Tina was a sweet girl, wasn’t she? I wish I had listened to her at first when she told me to stay away from Sebastian Smythe. All I really got out of that relationship was a sense of using my head when it comes to men and women alike. At least I got that experience though and will know better if it happens again. I suppose that’s true. I just… Well, at the time - when I was convinced that I had feelings for him - it just made me sick to my stomach. How can someone who claims to care about you just go around and treat you like garbage after he’s… ejaculated? After we had sex, he didn’t seem to care about any of what he’d said beforehand. It’s just a feeling when you know that you were stupid enough to let yourself get played over and over again but hope that one day, he’ll feel the same way about you and just keep letting him use you… I don’t have feelings for him anymore, but at the time, it really did hurt. Oh yes. He waited until after we had slept together for the first time to tell me that his grand total of conquests was over 200 people. It was a bit.. disgusting to think about really. That’s true. I really hope that whoever I end up with will care about me like Quinn does, but in a romantic sense. I suppose that’s understandable. Well, I hope he and this Seth fellow are happy with each other now but I still am sorry about what happened with the lot of you. He truly was. It wasn’t just a romantic type of love with Jesse but it was also a sense of being one another’s comrades for so long. He and Sebastian were similar in the sense that they both had incredibly large egos - which might have been what attracted me to that slimeball of my second romantic interest - but Jesse truly cared and we honestly did get to know each other. I still want to see Jesse now, but in a purely platonic way, if you understand what I mean? I want to know that my friend is alright. I’ve only truly been in love twice and I’m positive of it. Once with Jesse (but that chapter has closed) and now with Quinn. That won’t just go away but I’m not willing to jeopardize Quinn and I’s friendship for a case of unrequited love.
Oh, but your son or daughter will be absolutely adorable! And I’ll be a fabulous aunt, of course.
I thought Posh was one of the Spice Girls… and she was the fancy one, which definitely doesn’t describe me. Oh yeah? I’m glad you’re doing okay with that, then. I know that you’re really important to Quinn - most important person to her, probably - so I’m glad that nothing is awkward at all. That’s how things should be - just happy to be around each other. Alliteration’s the thing when you have all the words start with the same letter? She mentioned that giving you Hanukkah gifts was a good distraction; what kind of presents did she come up with? Woah, a key to her house? That’s pretty awesome. You should totally use it to play pranks on her at some point, though. My Pokemon would be happy to help if you need ideas. I didn’t talk to her much, but I remember she used to be kind of rude to Sam… But I’m glad she was nice to you! And she was mean to Sebastian, so I guess that makes up for it. I’m glad you learned something, at least? Even if it sucks that you had to learn it that way and that it hurt a lot and stuff. It’s good to take lessons from crappy situations. That’s what I like to try to do too. Er…. that was a mental image I really didn’t need, but thank you, Rachel. I’m sorry that he treated you that way - you just need to find somebody who actually, you know, cares about sex. And wants to take care of you and stuff and makes sure it’s good for you. And then who wants to actually stay around, and doesn’t just go off and… Well, do stuff like that. I’ve never been played like that, but I know what it feels like to be pretty stupid when it comes to feelings. That’s totally not possible. I bet he lied. He is not attractive enough to get that many people to want to sleep with him. I’m sure you’ll find somebody like that! And I’m sure that now that you have me and Quinn, we’ll keep you in line and make sure you don’t pick any more losers. I’m sure they are happy. I’m glad, you know? Things are back to being right in the world. Sam’s in Fiore doing ranger stuff like he loves, Kurt’s off in Hoenn doing Seth, and I’m just here. No more weird situations allowed, and I don’t want your sympathy, but thank you, Rachel. I just… feel pathetic enough without people feeling sorry for me, sometimes. Not just about this, but about anything. Yeah, I can definitely relate to that! I hope you find Jesse someday. When somebody was that important to you, you still want them in your life even if it’s in a different way. Are you sure it’s unrequited? I mean… you guys seemed pretty, uh, close when we were in Saffron. And she did just give you a key to her house…
I don’t think you should be expecting any of those possibly ever, but I promise that if one ever does exist you can be an honorary aunt.